Honto no Ai no Katachi

Kitai shitteru waa
Berharapnya mau sok2 dramatis pas Saitama liat Genos yg beaten up (soalnya di spoiler sekilas kyk gitu)
Tapi ternyata mereka tenang2 aja tuh

Ekspektasi :
Genos : Sensei.. mungkin nggak lama lagi.. aku akan mati uhakh.. Sensei, aku senang .. bertemu.. denganmu
Cepat.. larilah, sen.. ukh .. sei
Saitama : Genos!! Kau- ukh.. Sialan kau, beraninyaa kau monsteeer #rage

Reality
Saitama : Ah Genos, kau masih hidup kan?
Genos : Sen.. sei

..
 Oke salahmu dasar fujo
The feels episode ini.. too much lah
Keterlaluan banget yang Genos sampe tinggal kerangkanya itu terlaluuu
Tegaa QAQ
Teriak beneran ini aku SHOCK YATUHAN
ma precious Genos

But good thing is
Genos nggak memperingati senseinya soal monster (shinkai ou no jerk) yang kuatnya ga tanggung2 itu, karena dia percaya senseinya kuat banget dan bakal bisa ngancurin monster itu
Saitama juga nggak panik ngelihat genos yang tinggal kerangka (dan kondisinya mengenaskan) soalnya dia yakin Genos nggak apa2 dan bakal bisa kembali lagi setelah direpair

Saling percaya juga bukti cinta loh
-dikutip dari kapal musuh OkiKagu #hush

..Pair kapal ini.. aku bersyukur banget
Dengan Saitama yang bener2 PRIA SEJATI (saking sejatinya dia diolokin ga sakit hati tapi bikin kita fangirlnya yang sakit ati. Ya, sama Genos juga). Dia bener2 nggak ambil hati, nerima aja apa yang dikatain orang ke dia.. meski rumornya ga bener semua. Dia nggak balas dendam atau apapun

Untung dia sama Genos yang setia banget dan selalu mau ngebela dia (Wkw si Genos udah mau bakar tuh surat selanjutnya loh). Tapi di samping itu dia juga nggak keras kepala dan bisa ngerti kemauan senseinya.

Ini.. SAIKYOU JANAI??
setidaknya aku nggak perlu ngawatirin mereka.. mereka udah bisa ngejaga satu sama lain dari segala segi
Yokatta.. I'm happy for you //ucapan hahaoya yang mau nikahin anaknya kah omae

Sama scene penutup Mumen Rider tadi bener2 heartwarming.. aah Saitama.. yokatta naa
Honto ni #hapus ingus. Yokatta..
Saigou made ganbatte

ps. Bener2 mau jadi orang yang kayak Saitama, Tenang dan Kuat. Sebenernya dia loh ga masalah kok aku yang bingung.. hahahaha
Tapi tetep aja ga tega kann

"Jawablah pertanyaan mesum dengan jawaban yang mesum juga" (R18)

Itsudemo akeru yo, Gin san nara , Itsudemo ageruu*

salah ya.. harusnya indo ya.. tapi mendingan pake bahasa jepang aja biar ga terlalu- #dibuang //sama aja keles

*ageru = cuma permainan kata dari kata di depannya akeru, 'ke'nya ditambah teng2 jadi 'ge'
tapi artinya beda. akeru = 'buka' ageru = 'beri'
IYKWIM
as I said, R18 #apasih

SINI GIN SAN //CUKUP, BALIK SANA KE PRESENTASI

TERHARU

Dosen semester 3.. aduh baik2 banget ya
Nilai katrolan semua.. INI PASTI KATROLAN huaa #nangis

//entah harus sedih karena dikasihani atau seneng soalnya IP terjamin
IP pasti 3 sih
tapi..
tinggal nunggu farmakologi sama imunologi... ini nih pasti yang bikin turun =A=

mau ngelist episode2 gintama favorit
yang paling kuinget masih episode yang ada HijiGin nya sih
Oke, sementara itu dulu deh

Sama episode 82 kok lucu bangett ini ngakak sumpah. Fave

Why I shouldn't scrolling facebook before / during doing the task

Ah abis ngeset wallpaper baru (wallpaper boleh baru tapi chara tetep gin san <3) cerahnya hatiku
melihatmu saja sudah bisa membuatku tersenyum #eaa

*to facebook*

banyak animated pics hari ini

*scroll*

...

Iya daa
iyaaa
yametee
kore wa zettai official janaii
zettai ni iyaaa

*click*

Yadda yoo
Mitomenai waa
iya daa
kore wa honmono hazu janaiii

//liat gambar (yang terlalu kayak official) pair2 yang aku takutin selama ini //karena ga ngeship
//shipku cuman KondoTae, yang lain nyimpang #jleb

Meanwhile, Okikagu ship telah berekspedisi besar2an halp mama I dun ship them so why

--few minutes later--
*still scrolling*

Gwd I wanna sleep QwwQ

A.. Saigen?? (Saitama Genos)
Everyone's really into this lately
mwehehe akhirnya saya tidak sendirian //emang siapa yang bilang ship ini minor sampe lu sendirian
Setidaknya lebih gak PHP lah daripada ship2 lain season ini huhuu

Genos is really like Kageyama. REALLY
ah wait the seiyuu's the same though lol

I'm so done haha

Ano sa.. sonna bichi wa iru kedo yo kekkou daikirai nanda shi ne...
Ore.. nani wo itteru ka sappari wakanain dakedo
maa ii kana

I just wanna pour all of my uneasy feelings here because I can't talk about this to anybody, too embarrassing, and disgusting at the same time. Oh well, once I've written this, guess I can be freer and watch anime delightfully. Ah, you know bloggie I just have a littleee amount of time just to worry about this shitty things. Let's get started now shall we

//Why do I suddenly write this in english??

Lately there's a dude which I want to punch him right on his face. He comes to my life, and I don't accept him btw up until now. But he comforts me and provides me things girls might need, like, caring, ride to somewhere with a car of course, dine, and of course the most important is, someone to be told to everyone that 'he's my boyfriend wannabe' or so like that

-I'll use present tense coz it's easier #slapped

But lately when I've come all the way forcing myself to see him ( I said force here because I really don't love him but I think I NEED him. Never have this feeling before but if you wanna know, it's feels like umm.. bitch who needs money no matter what that man'll do to her. Euh Gross. Something like that)
He just.. doesn't make an effort to come and talk to me like what he always do back then, strange indeed. He just sit and go around his damn cafe, scrolling his facebook WTH I'm ignored. I'm fcking badly ignored.

My mom said maybe he's just shy to open the conversation What the fuck? Okay, I'll try to be friendly with him but he doesn't respond to me like he before and he's so rude. He barely look at me while answering my questions. Son of shitty bitch, I'm trying so hard to distinguish this disgusting feeling and hold my hand not to punch you but this's what you give me? I'm so done

So after that I sit very far from him, talking to my beloved little brother. Come to think of it, this brother of mine is reaaaalyyy, faar mooore gentleman than him. He's just a trash. Shitty rubbish that really should just vanish, burnt at the core of the earth. Meh

But he approaches us at the end end we're discussing something about Annabelle but it's all nonsense.His not funny. Not at all. . He's pissing me off
I really wanna hit him so hard with this car I drove when I go home. He's so #$%^

The chatting thing's becoming worse and worse. I don't give a fuck and don't care about it at first, but my mom - moms are the best investigator they said, with awesome premonition and such - noticed that this moron dude doesn't even reply as he did when he first texted me, and she also said he hid his phone display from my mom back then, my mom suspects he has a new girlfriend wannabe that he's chasing around right now.

It hurt. He came and gone just by a month. After making my birthday unforgettable Shit.
I don't want to interact with boys like this =_= it sucks
Mom said I can go and find someone who's better than him and show off but I just can listen to her while caressing my A4 printed poster of Gin san beside me

I'm so done. Just by the time I get my hope up, everything's ruined. I'm so done. I'm seriously giving up on him. I hate the bitches who always make fun of me just because I'm single. I'm gonna beat their shitty ashes if they ever say something about it again it's freaking pissed me of af

Maybe it's my bad from the start too. Who needs boyfriend anyway? I just don't want to be hurt by anybody anymore. It's so sick and disgusting. Well I think that's all for today. A little more hardwork should shoo away this residual pain in my chest.. maybe
It's not a heartbreak. And I swear this's FAR MORE BETTER than receiving a bad score or losing things that mean a lot to me